Poetry, As Told By Nikki

[Nikki Jekyll]

Your White Horse
As I try to find my reality
To stir the cold heart deep inside of me,
My mind wanders and finds you there
On the white horse
You dare, always dare
To take me where
I cannot go on my own.
Even though you risk it all
You ride in on your white horse
And take away my own remorse

As the world turns and changes
As the people mold and make the lives
That they think that they have to lead
I find you there,
Upon your horse of white,
Making every thing right
Moving the sun so that it dawns
Upon the winter of my icy heart
So that I can feel you again
So that I can feel myself again.

Soon my world goes dark,
And the light in my heart
Is fading, fading so quickly.
I need you now.
But I cannot find you now.
Can you find me?
Can you warm my heart again?
Will you make the sun rise?
My mind is breaking,
for the dark makes it oh so frail
I still cannot find you.
I still cannot see you,
And your white horse.
yeah....
More to come....

[evanscense4]

great job.

[Nikki Jekyll]

Seergirl and the Mouthpiece
They say that all we need is love
That Love will bring peace.
But do we hear our mouths
Speaking these lies?
Do we hear the children crying out?
Can't we see the hate and suffering?
Can we not see that
Revenge isn't the answer?
Why do so many have to die
Before they attract our attention?
What is wrong with the world today?
Some ask.

I try to scream out,
Can't you see the world dying
Can't you see the trouble and
the strife?
Why does a tragedy have to be
On TV for you to notice it?
How many deaths are too much?
Why can't you see the children
Being forced away from their
mothers to die in war?
A blindman sees more than you do.

I try to scream this but
I am silent.
I allow this to go on.
To let the person only see
two feet infront of themselves.
I guess that I'm the Seergirl.
But who is my Mouthpiece?

[Nikki Jekyll]

This one was originally a song.

Perfectdamnation

Hollow inside, I allow you
To fill me with lies.
I suppose it is my fault
That I let it got to far....
That I let you trample my heart

You say that I'm worthless
You say that I've cursed us
You say that it is my fault...
You want me to grow up
And when I do,
You say you're ready to 'throw up'
You say that If you are not perfect...
You're worthless...

You curse me
You hate me
You want to just give me away...
You say that if I'm not perfect
I'm worthless...
You'll condemn to this perfectdamnation.....


It's a work-in-progress...

[Nikki Jekyll]

The cries of the imprisoned rip the sky in two
My last words shalt be given unto you
The quest will begin with the magic of old
And shall end when the sun sets gold
But beware, for time is illusioned
and there is treachery upon the way

But the prophecy starts when the mage knows her name
The prophecy starts when the Sun finds the Moon
It begins when the night shadows are chained
It begins when the Moon sees the Sun
It begins when light and dark are born
It begins as the blind was not claimed
It begins when trust is defiled
It begins when peace is no more

Soon the night will fall, eternal for us all
Hurry my children, heed my plea
if balance is to be restored, and peace is to be forever more
You must hear the cry of those who no longer speak

Nehime will be the key,
That opens the doors of Reality

Tathar will be the warrior,
that will save the Moon

Rosirius will be the shadow,
that brings balance to the scale

Nikolina will be the sacrifice,
that will save us when there is no hope

Sveta and Tynan will be the repent
That will save Light and Dark

Rena will be the eyes of justice
When anarchy rules

Nadja will be the protector of the weak,
even though she cannot protect herself

Quintan will tell the one's to grow
when the one's themselves don't even know

This is the opening prophecy from my story God's Magic. Which I might need a Beta Reader for.... any who, LINK!
That's right. Click the link, you know you want to... (http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2346146/1/)

[lanaia74]

Totally AWESOME!:coolmonkey :angrymonkey :confusedmonkey

[Nikki Jekyll]

Thank you!

[Nikki Jekyll]

Yet another piece that was written as a song.
Lips like Lace
Your lips are like lace and silk on my skin...
Healing this nightmare I am in...
Ever loving, ever gentle,
Your kiss is like morphine
And when you touch me it's so...
Oh...


Baby your love is like it's own little high...
And it's so addicting!
Oh, oh, oh....
Baby I adore you, and when I'm around you...
people point and stare,
How can this be wrong,
becauses when you hold me...It feels so right...

[♥тωιѕтє∂_яσѕє♥]

Amazing.. you've got talent.

[Nikki Jekyll]

She's baaack...
It's sort of a song, I imagine some one like Kelly Clarkson or Liz Phair singing it.
I'm Ready

I'm sorry I broke your heart.
I didn't mean anything by it...
I guess I'm just not ready
To wake up next to you
To wear your ring on my finger

It really isn't you.
It is truely me.
I'm just not ready for you to love me...
I'm not...

Later that day.
Your friend told me how you took it.
I guess I shouldn't have run away.
I'm just so sorry...

[Chorus]
I cant love you.
I can't live for you.
I can't trust you, when I don't even trust myself.
I'm just not ready for love.
And I'm just not ready for you.

You called me the next day.
I let the phone ring away.
I didn't trust my voice to speak.
I just feel so weak...

You sounded like you were crying...
Trust me I felt like dying.
I wondered how I could be so cruel..
Then I knew.

I cant love you.
I can't live for you.
I can't trust you, when I don't even trust myself.
I'm just not ready for love.
And I'm just not ready for you.

Later on that night
I had burnt away all the light,
Thinking about you and me and...
All the things we could be.
I have always been afraid of the future,
But with you I finally realized I'm safe.
That you won't let me fall..

And then I finally knew the truth.

I do love you.
I do live for you.
I do trust you, but1 I still don't trust myself.
I'm just not ready for love.
But I am ready for you.

I know I'm cold.
And I know I'm cruel.
I know that I'm no jewel.
But I've always loved you.
And I may not be ready for everything,
But baby, I'm ready for you...
I'm ready to wake up beside you.
I'm ready to spend my life with you.
I'm ready to walk down the aisle with you.
I'm ready for your love.
And I'm ready for you.
I may not be ready for everything.
But I'm ready to tell you I love you.
I'm ready to show it too...

So yes, I'll marry you...

(Throw in some La-la-la-las here and it's done.)