random rp (me and hikari)

[EmoKidArty]

Landon glared at his sister. "I'll beat you up! Stop it!" He said, getting up his hands balled in fists.

Dani shook her head, giggling. "I just wanted to have a pillow fight!"

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa covered her mouth and ran for the bathroom.

[EmoKidArty]

brent wlaked out of the bathroom just in time.

Landon shook his head and sat back down.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa pushed past him and threw up in the toilet.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent stared at her, then sighed.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa coughed a little, standing up and rincing her mouth out with a sigh.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent stared at her, "You sick..?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Yeah," she sighed, "Been sick on and off all day. I was feeling okay since breakfast... I guess I ate too much or something.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent just nodded a little, then walked to the living room.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa sighed, laying on the bed.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent rubbed Landons back when he sat down on the couch, "You just going to sleep here buddy?" He asked softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa covered her eyes then groaned and got up. For some reason she was hungry again.

[EmoKidArty]

Landon nodded alittle and curled up again.

Brent nodded as he stood up.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa went back down stairs and got out some chips to snack on.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent stared at her, she was acting weird lately.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa sat beside him, looking at Landon and smiling a little.

[EmoKidArty]

Landon fell asleep again.

Brent watched her a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa sighed, trying to eat quietly. She got up after a while and went back into the kitchen. She got out the peanutbutter and put a little bit on her chip before eating it.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent watched her. "I'm going to go up to bed now." he said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Alright," she said, kissing him softly. "I love you."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent kissed her back and walked up to the room.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa sighed a little eating the chips and peanutbutter.

[EmoKidArty]

Dani got ready for bed.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Amanda sat in her room coloring.

Kelsa went up to bed a few hours later but she couldn't sleep. She sat watching Brent sleeping, combing her fingers through his hair.

[EmoKidArty]

Dani yawned a little as he watched her sister.

Landon was sleeping on the couch.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa sighed, closing her eyes.

[EmoKidArty]

((what now?))

[Hikari Hoshi]

((I thought Brent was going to figure out she was pregnant.))

[EmoKidArty]

((Okay.))

Brent woke up in the morning and stretched.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa snuggled closer to him, still mostly asleep.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent put his arm around her and took a deep breath.

[Hikari Hoshi]

She smiled a little, "Breeeent," she moaned softly.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent blinked a little. "Huh?" He sniffled a little./

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I love you," she said, nuzzling his chest.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent smiled a little "I love you too..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

((yay! All your babies grew up!))

"Can you stay home with me today?" she asked, stroking his chest.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent looked down at her, "I have to see..." He whispered to her softly. He had watched her and figured she was pregnant.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Please, I'll get lonely without you," she said, looking up at him.

[EmoKidArty]

He nodded a little, he didn't know how to tell her.

[Hikari Hoshi]

She smiled, snuggling close to him.

[EmoKidArty]

"Kelsa..." he said.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Yes?" she asked, not opening her eyes.

[EmoKidArty]

"I've been watching you..and I uh... think your pregnant again." He said softly to her.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"What?" She asked, looking up at him, "Brent, I think I'd know if I were pregnant. I'm not. We don't want any more kids, remember?"

[EmoKidArty]

Brent glanced at her, "I know...I've been wtaching you and you just keep doing the same things as if you were. and your getting sick alot."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Well yeah... I just have a bug or something. It's no big deal," Kelsa said. "It doesn't mean I'm pregnant..."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent sighed, "Right...Cause I'm wrong..." He shook his head a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Brent, you know I didn't mean it like that," Kelsa said, looking up at him. "I've been on the pill for the last seven years. There's no way I could be pregnant."

[EmoKidArty]

"But your acting like you are Kelsa..." He said to her.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I'll prove it to you," Kelsa said, getting up and going into the bathroom. She still had a pregnancy test from when they were trying for Landon. She wasn't sure if it was any good anymore but could pregnancy tests really go bad? She peed on it and sat in the bath room waiting.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent sighed a little and looked down at the floor

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa tapped her finger and picked it up after five minutes. She walked out slowly, her face a little pale. "I-it's... possative..." she said softly. "I don't understand. I'm on the pill... I can't be pregnant."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent got up and walked over, hugging her. "I told you..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

She hugged him tightly, burying her face in his chest. "I'm sorry," she whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent took a deep breath, "Its okay..." He whispered.

[Hikari Hoshi]

She held onto him tightly, "I'm sooo sorry," she cried softly. "I-I didn't mean t-to get pregnant. I know we don't want anymore kids. I'm so sorry."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent rubbed her back, then 'shhed' her. "Its not all your fault." He told her softly, "Everything will be fine." He reasurred her. Even if they were having finacal problems, He closed his eyes, they needed to bring in more money.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa cried into his shoulder. She knew how much trouble this would cause them. She felt bad too because Victoria was expecting her first. She felt like she was stealing her thunder. She was worried about being on the pill and getting pregnant. What would that mean for the baby? And she was upset because she was thirty-six and that might cause problems too. Everything was just wrong.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent took a deep breath, "Its okay... "He whispered to her again, "Everything will be fine... I'll fix everything... I promise..." He kissed the side of her head and then closed his own eyes again.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"H-how?" she asked, "You can't fix everything. There's too much to fix. I'm sorry. I've made a mess of everything. I-I need to call my doctor."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent shook his head and just held her, "Kelsa, I swear to god if you are talking about getting an abortion..." He stopped himself then let her go and rubbed his head. "I can to fix it... just watch me.. .okay?" He got dressed and then cleaned himself up. "I will be back.... I'm going out to look for a better paying job...just for a little." He nodded a little and walked out of the house.

Landon woke up and walked out of his room, "Momma?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Brent..." Kelsa started but he was gone before she could finish. She sighed, sitting on the bed with her knees pulled up to her chest. She just wanted to make an appointment to get the baby checked out. Make sure it was okay. She looked up when Landon came in and tried to smile a little, "Hey baby," she said softly.

[EmoKidArty]

Landon stared at her, "Whats going on?" He asked walking over and getting on te bed, sitting beside her.

Brent got in the car and drove off.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Nothing honey," she said, putting her arm around her son and pulling him close. "Nothing's wrong." She didn't want the kids to know about the baby just yet. Not when she wasn't sure if it was going to be okay.

[EmoKidArty]

Landon nodded a little and closed his eyes a little. "Are we going to go to Sean's??"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Do you want to go to Sean's house?" Kelsa asked, looking down at him.

[EmoKidArty]

Landon nodded a little, "Ya. I want to be with him and Mikey... "

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Alright," Kelsa said, "Let me make a few calls and we'll go over okay?" She picked up the phone and called her doctor, seeing if she could get in that day. She made the appointment then called Jess.

[EmoKidArty]

Jess strectched and grabbed the phone. "Hello?" She said trying to eat an apple at the same time.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Hey... Jess... would it be alright if we came over for a bit?" Kelsa asked. "I... need to talk to you about something and... I need you to watch the kids for a while. I have an appointment."

[EmoKidArty]

Jess looked over at Trey, then nodded to herself, "Ya, thats fine..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Thanks," Kelsa said softly, "We'll be over in fifteen minutes or so."

[EmoKidArty]

Jess hung up and then sighed a little as she went to get dressed.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa hung up and got the kids ready.

"What was that?" Trey asked.

[EmoKidArty]

Jess riaised her eyebrow. "Huh? oh. Kelsa and her kids are coming over." She said as she went to change.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Oh, kay." he said, going back to his paper.

Kelsa called Brent to tell him what she was doing, in case he came home before they got back.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent sighed and said okay, he was still out looking and getting things for the house.

Jess came back down.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Are you really mad at me?" Kelsa asked softly as she waited for the twins.

Trey glanced up at her, smiling a little bit.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent rubbed his head. "No." HE said softly and stared at the ground.

Jess smiled back and hugged him from behide.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I'm really sorry," Kelsa whispered. "I love you."

Trey smiled up at her, kissing her cheek, "Hey beautiful."

[EmoKidArty]

Brent looked around him then smiled a little, "I love you too..."

Jess smiled some more "Hey."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I'll call you... when I know about the... baby..." she said the last word softly, afraid the kids might over hear.

"You look particularly pretty today," he comlimented.

[EmoKidArty]

Brent bit his lip. "Okay." He whispered and went to sit on a bench.

Jess blinked "Oh?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa hung up and got everyone into the car and drove them to Jessica's.

He smiled, kissing her neck. "You practically glow with radience."

[EmoKidArty]

Landon bounced in his seat.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Kelsa parked and got them out, knocking on the door.

[EmoKidArty]

Jess smiled a little then walked over to the door to let them in.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Hey," Kelsa said softly, giving a small smile. "Thanks for letting us come over."

[EmoKidArty]

Jess nodded, "No problem." She smiled a little as she told Sean and the rest of the to come down.

Kora laid on her bed, staring at the floor, she was hiding it for a long time from Josh.

Sean and Mandy ran down smiling.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh called her cell phone.

Mikey came running down.

Amanda smiled big at them.

Kelsa shut the door behind her. "I could really use some tea." she said softly, "Do you mind?"

[EmoKidArty]

Kora looked looked at her phone, then answered it. "Hello?" She said softly into it.

Landon grinned, "Lets play tag! Girls against boys?!"

Dani blinked at her brother, "Whatever, we still beat you!"

Mandy giggled a little.

Sean blinked, "Woah, I never said I was going to play!"

Jess nodded, "Sure, go ahead."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Hey," Josh said, smiling a little to himself, "How are you feeling?"

"But you have to!" Amanda said, tugging on his arm.

Mikey nodded, "yeah, we won't have even teams if you don't!"

"Thanks," Kelsa said, going into the kitchen and heating some water. She knew their kitchen as well as her own.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora rubbed her eye a little, "Alittle better." She told him softly, "Yup."

Sean removed her hands off his arm, then sighed, "None of you can catch me... how is that fair?" He asked, "You need to get Kora or something." He said.

Mandy shook her head a little, "Come on!" She said.

Dani yawned a little, waiting.

Jess watched her a little before sitting next to Trey.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Good." he smiled, "Do you want to do something? It's Saturday after all. You could come over and we could hang out if you don't want to do anything special. My sister taught me a little bit of cooks so I could make you dinner."

"But Kora is even faster than you!" Mikey pointed out.

Trey kissed her head gently, smiling.

Kelsa stirred her tea, trying to control her emotions.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora sat up a little, "Oh, Ya...sure, Sounds great." She said then stood up and looked at herself in the mirror.

Sean crossed his arms, "Were the same speed genius!"

Dani sighed, "Alright ALright! can we just play?!"

Jess smiled and kissed him, then looked over at Kelsa.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Alright, what time do you want to come over?" Josh asked, happily. "Do I need to pick you up?"

"Yeah!" Mikey said.

Kelsa got herself under control before coming to sit across from Jess. "Trey, would you mind if spoke with Jess... alone?" she asked. "It's important."

"Of course," Trey said, kissing Jess's head once more before getting up and going into the other room.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora rubbed herstomach and stared down, "I uh... No..." She said softly, "Corin is going to be leaving so I will get a ride with him. Oh...and what time do you want me over there?"

Sean sighed, "Someone go get Corin or Kora?"

Dani sat down on the floor.

Jess looked over at Kelsa.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Anytime is fine," he said, "Now, later, whenever."

"You go if you want them to play!" Mikey said, "Let's go out back and play."

Kelsa took a deep breath. "Jess... I'm pregnant," she said, closing her eyes.

[EmoKidArty]

"Alright, Well.. let me get ready." She said softly.

Sean stared at Mikey, "You twerp, please?!"

Dani and Mandy and Landon ran into the back yard.

Jess stared at her, "But how?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Alright, so I'll see you soon then?" he asked.

"I don't want Kora and Corin to play!" Mikey said, running after the other kids.

"I don't know," Kelsa said softly. "I've been on the pill since after Landon was born... But I woke up today and Brent said I was acting like I was pregnant so I took a test and it was positive..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora hung up after saying bye. Then she got ready.

Sean sighed and followed slowly.

Jess sighed a little she didn't know what to say.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh cleaned up a little. He always got kind of worried when she was coming over. Afraid she'd be unhappy if it was messing or something.

"Not it!" Mikey called.

"NOT IT!" Amanda called back.

Kelsa looked down at her hands. "I don't know what to do..." she said softly. "We don't make enough money to support another kid. I don't know how we're going to get by."

[EmoKidArty]

Jess took a deep breath, "Well, We could try to help you out... "She said to her.

MAndy and Dani both said "Not it!"

Kora finished up and walked to Corins room. "Hey...Can you take me to Josh's?

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Kay," Corin said, getting up and getting his shoes. "Are you... you know..."

Mikey giggled, "Your it!" he said to Sean.

Kelsa shook her head, "No, that's not why I came here." she said, "I don't want you to feel like you need to give us money, or help us out or anything. I just... I just needed someone to talk to. I'm really scared, Jess. I'm thirty-six and I've been on birth control for seven years now suddenly I'm pregnant and I don't know how long I've been poisoning my baby with the pill without even knowing it. What if it dies because of me?"

[EmoKidArty]

Kora shifted a little. "I don't... know." She said softly, then sighed. "Come on, lets just go... and I might tell him." She said softly.

Sean huffed and crossed his arms.

Jess stared at Kelsa, "Its not your fault. And I'm your friend so I want to help out in anyway." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Corin nodded a bit, "Kay," he said, going down stairs to get his keys.

"Come on!" Mikey said, "If your the fastest you shouldn't have any trouble catching us!"

"I'm so worried," she whispered. "You should have seen Brents face this morning." she wiped a tear away from her cheek. "He ran out looking for more work... I'm... I'm afraid he might give up his job for a better paying job... he loves his job."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stared down a little before walking down the stairs. "I'll be at Josh's..." She said to anyone that was listening to her.

Sean mumbled under his breath. "Fine! Go!"

Jess rubbed her back a little. "I'm sure he won't." She said softly, "Everything will be just fine."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Kay!" Trey called, "Be back by eleven please."

Corin went out and started the car.

Kelsa shook her head a little, "I'm not so sure," she whispered. "I'm so scared."

The kids giggled and ran around.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little, then walked out and took a deep breath before walking out to the car. She was trying to think of how she was going to tell him...how she was hiding it from him.

Jess took a deep breath, "Why don't you just take your mind off of it?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

Corin drove her to Josh's house and dropped her off. "Good luck," he said.

Josh looked out the window and smiled big when he saw her.

"I wish I could," Kelsa whispered, taking a sip of her tea. "I have an appointment in half an hour... to see if the baby is okay..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little, then sniffled a little, she looked up and smiled slightly at Josh before walking up the stiars.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh met her half way, hugging her. "Hey gorgeous," he smiled, kissing her softly.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora closed her eyes and hugged him back. "H-Hey..." She whispered to him, just standing there, holding him as if it was her last time ever do so. She was so scared that he wouldn't want her anymore after telling him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He rubbed her back gently, just holding her close. He was afraid she was going to break up with him. She could hardly look him in the eye anymore.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora's eyes started to water, "I can't do this..." She whispered, "I-I can't..." Kora gripped his shirt and buried her head into his chest.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh bit his lip, this was it. "I-It's okay," he said softly, "I don't understand, but... I just want you to be happy..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora backed away from him a little. "I-I need you to follow me...okay?" She said softly, then took his hand and walked to a quiet place to tell him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He followed her, very confused.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora sat down in the grass and put her hand on her stomach gently. "Josh... Uhhh...Its almost been like weeks or 2 months... I'm not sure." She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, she was scared to say more.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Since we had sex," he nodded a little, sitting down beside her. "Is... is that why?"

[EmoKidArty]

Kora blinked at him, then sighed, "Josh... I'm not leaving you." She reasured him, but then closed her eyes tightly. She grabbed his hand and put it on her stomach, "I'm....Uh...uh...having your baby...."

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh blinked when she grabbed his hand and put it on her stomach. He didn't see that one coming, and it kind of took his breath away. "O-oh...." he breathed. He couldn't tell before but now he could definitely feel the slight swell to her stomach. "Oh... wow..." he said, as it started to sink in. He'd gotten her pregnant. Every guys worst nightmare. But... a little spark of joy went off in his heart. She was having his baby. He'd been the one to put it there. This gave him an excuse to stay with her, forever.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora started crying a little as she moved his hand away. "I'm so sorry...I-its all my fault." She covered her face and stood up. "I tottaly understand if you don't want to be around me anymore..." She said and she just stared down the whole time, he wasn't saying much and it scared her to death, she didn't know what to think.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh jumped up when she stood, not sure if he should touch her or hug her or what. "Kora that's non-sense!" he said, "I love you. That doesn't change just because there's a little more to love. It's not your fault. I'm the one who didn't wear a condom. It's my fault." He took a few steps closer, gently reaching down to put his hand on her stomach again. "You said two months right?" he asked softly, "When did you find out?"

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stared at him and watched his hand. "I don't I just thought I would take the test..cause.. I was feeling weird.. and the morning sickness..." She bit her lip and wiped her eyes a little. "Josh... I-I'm scared...No one else knows besides Corin and You..." Kora shook her head, "I'm such an idoit..for not saying anything to you or my parents..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh pulled her into a hug, holding her close. "It's okay," he whispered, "I'm going to take care of you, no matter what. I'm going to be there for you and our baby. But... I don't relish the prospect of telling your dad..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora buried her head into the side of his neck. All she could think is that she was so sorry. She gripped his shirt and shook a little. "Or my mom..." She whispered softly to herself more then him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Oh... yeah, your mom's a beast too," he smiled a little. "Don't worry, my sweet, sweet Kora. I'm here... I'm not going anywhere. Your parents won't be happy with me but... Well they took in a compleat stranger off the streets because you asked them too. I'm sure they'll be there for our baby, 100%."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took a deep breath. "Or...They will just kill me..." She whispered and then closed her eyes tightly, gripping at his shirt still.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"They will not kill you," Josh said sternly, "Me, maybe, but you? Never. You dad loves you way too much to hurt you in any way."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora pulled away and sniffled a little. She sighed alittle. "I don't want them to know... I don't."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"You don't have to tell them," He said softly, "It's up to you... But they'll have to find out sometime."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora bit her lower lip and rubbed her arm. "But..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

He stroked her cheek gently, "Kora, it's going to be okay," he said softly. "We have options. There are people we can call to help us even if your parents can't, or won't. It'll be alright."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stared up at him. "I'm just not ready for this at all." She whispered. "Why do I have to be in this spot right now?" Kora rubbed her eye a little, "I don't regert having sex with you.. I just regert this baby...right now..." She whispered then took a deep breath. She knew how harsh it sounded. "Maybe I should just get it aborted..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh bit his lip, her words stinging a little. It was all his fault. He'd put her in this situation. And now she wanted to kill their baby. It was the easy way out. Still he couldn't help but feel sad. "I'm so sorry..." he said softly, not looking at her. How could he? "It... it's your choice..." he almost added 'but it'll break my heart.'

[EmoKidArty]

Kora siged softly, "I'm uh.. just going.. to go in the house... k?" She whispered. Then walked off towards the house, thinking about what she just said

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh nodded a bit, letting her go. He was really confused and scared and hurt. He knew he had no right to be. He wasn't the one who was pregnant. But still, the way she acted made him think she didn't want to have the baby because it was his. She didn't want to be with him. Why else would she hide it from him for two months? What other explanation was there?

[EmoKidArty]

Kora put her hands on her stomach when she stood at the door. Then she closed her eyes. She looked back at him, then sniffled. She didn't want to hurt his feelings or anything. She loved him so much, but she was just scared about the whole thing, and didn't know what to do about anything.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh leaned against a tree for a moment, before walking over to Kora, taking her by the shoulders and kissing her deeply. "Kora... I love you." he said, looking down at her. "And... I don't want you to go away. I don't want you to kill our baby either... please, I know you're scared but... please... let's work it out, together."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stared at him. "I'm still in high school... I don't have a job... I havn't even went to get my lisences yet... cause i'm scared..." She just took a deep breath. "And.. I love you too.. but I'm just not sure.. " She whispered, then looked away from him, she could look him in the eye anymore. She was afraid to see how bad she was hurting him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Kora don't do this..." he whispered. "Please, we can put it up for adoption if you want or we can get married and raise it together..." He took a deep breath. "I... I can ask my foster dad... if he can get me a job at his office. He's been offering it for a while now and I'd make enough money to take care of you and our baby."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took a deep breath. "Josh... I don't want you to work yourself to hard just for me..." She whispered. "I don't want you to do that." She whispered.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"It's not too hard," He said, "Just running papers and making copies and getting coffee and stuff. I wouldn't be able to see you until a little later in the day but it would be worth it... wouldn't it?"

[EmoKidArty]

Kora looked down. "Just do what you want..." She nodded a little. She moved his arms off her shoulders and sat on the steps. Kora sat there thinking of what she could do so not everything was pushed ack on him. She ran a hand through her hair and mumbled she was sorry under her breath.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Babe... I know this is hard but you're in control. I can't do anything until you decide what you really want. I can't choose for you..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora looked back at him. "I don't know what I want!" She said in a kind of hushed tone. "I don't know.. I don't want to be baby killer.. but I don't want to give it away ... " She said then looked away, sniffling. "and I don't want to keep it..." She whispered.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh sat beside her, pulling her close. "Let's not think about it right now," he whispered, kissing her head. "We have at least a month left to make a desition. Relax, take a few deep breaths, and try to forget about it for now."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora wrapped her arms around him and closed her eyes tightly. "O-Okay... " She shook a little and took a deep breath. "Just.. don't say anything...please..." She mumbled.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Of course," he whispered, rubbing her back gently, "Of course, I won't say anything."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little and rubbed his hand that she was now holding. "I'm sorry... for acting liek this..." Shee whispered softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Don't worry about it," he said softly, "It's okay. I understand."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora just nodded a little, she closed her eyes a little and took another deep breath.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He kissed her head again, "I love you," he whispered, "Please, don't forget that."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little, then looked down

[Hikari Hoshi]

He rubbed her arm gently.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took a deep breath again, then sighed. "Can...we do something else?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Whatever you want," he said, "My offer to cook for you still stands."

[EmoKidArty]

She nodded a little. "Okay." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He smiled, a little, helping her to her feet, "What would you like?" he asked, leading her inside.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora thought for a moment. "I'm sure..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I'm getting pretty good at making pasta," he said, pulling out a chair for her at the kitchen table.

[EmoKidArty]

kora sat down then bit her lip. "Okay, and...can you make chicken??"

[Hikari Hoshi]

He smiled and nodded, "Anything for you," he said, kissing her head before getting out the stuff.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded and looked at her stomach, rubbing it softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh glanced at her over his shoulder as he worked, smiling a little.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stopped and put her hands on the table, she was thinking again on what to do.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Would you like to listen to some music?" Josh asked, hoping to distract her.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora looked at him a little, "Oh...Uhh... sure." She said softly. She bit her lip as she stood up. "I'll go get it."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Alright," he said, watching her. He sighed a little, not sure what he could do for her.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora walked out of the kitchen and into his room. She sat on his bed and grabbed his music, looking through his music. "Hmmm... " She said to herself.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh leaned against the counter for a moment, watching the chicken cook.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora brought the CD out with her and put it in the player. She smiled a little at him/

[Hikari Hoshi]

He smiled back, "Find everything okay?" he asked.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded. "Ya." She said softly, then let the music play.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh smiled at her over his shoulder.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora sat back down at the table.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh came over to her, rubbing her shoulders.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled a little and sighed slightly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He kissed her head gently, "Feeling better?" he asked softly.

[EmoKidArty]

"Kinda." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Good," he said softly, rubbing her back.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora closed her eyes slightly. "Thanks..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

"For what?" he asked softly.

[EmoKidArty]

"For the shoulder rub..." She said softly and took a deep breath. "I love you.." She whispered.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I love you too," he smiled, massaging her back now. "You're so tense, Babe."

[EmoKidArty]

"I'm stressed out too..." She said softly, and closed her eyes biting her lip softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He bent down and kissed her jaw, "Relax," he whispered, still massaging her back, "I'm going to take care of you, no matter what."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little and took another deep breath. "You promise??"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I promise," he smiled, kissing her neck a little. "On my honor, I will never leave you."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded then moved her neck over so he had more room.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He kissed down her neck, closing his eyes for a moment.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora got up and hugged him softly, rubbing his back.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He hugged her back, a little surprised.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora laid her head against his chest, taking slow breaths as she took in his scent.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh kissed her head, rubbing her back gently. "I love you," he whispered to her.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora opened her eyes a littler after having them closed. "i love you too."

[Hikari Hoshi]

He gave her a small squeeze. "You mean the world to me."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled a little. "really??"

[Hikari Hoshi]

He nodded, "Yes, really," he murmured. "You are worth more to me than life itself."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled alittle and closed her eyes again as she held onto him. She wasn't sure what to say, but she knew she felt the same way about him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh held her close, rubbing her back. "Our chicken is going to burn," he whispered to her, a small smile on his lips.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora backed away. "Oh...right right." She nodded a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He smiled, kissing her softly before going and finishing the chicken and posta.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took her seat and took a deep breath.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh made a plate for her and set it down in front of her with a fork. "There you are," he smiled, kissing her head.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled and kissed him back, then looked up at him, "Aren't..you going to eat?" She asked softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Yeah, I'll get my plate next," he said, poking her nose before going back and making his own plate.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little, then picked up her fork and took a bite of the chicken on her plate.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh sat down across from her, watching her, "What do you think?" he asked.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled a little, "This is good."She said softly and ate some more

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh smiled, "I'm glad you like it!" he said, eating some himself.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled and ate the chicken, then moved onto the pasta.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh watched her as he ate, smiling a little. She was so cute.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora finished up quickly, she couldn't help it she was hungry. "Can...I have some more?" She asked softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"Of course," Josh said, taking her plate and getting her somemore. He was so happy she really liked it.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took a deep breath as she looked around the room a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh kissed her head gently as he sat back down.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled a little as she ate slower this time.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He finished his and put his dishes in the dish washer.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora finished up then got up and put her plate in the dish washer too.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He smiled, kissing her softly. "How was that?" he asked.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled up at him, "It was great.." She said then hugged him.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He hugged her back, "I'm really glad you liked it," he said, rubbing her back.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora kissed him softly, then let go of him. "What else did you have in mind?" She asked.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He kept hold over her hands, "Whatever you want to do," he said, looking down at her.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora look at their hands then up at him. "um..." she bit her lip a little

[Hikari Hoshi]

He loosened his grip on her hand. "Are you ready to go home?" he asked, trying not to let his voice or face fall.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora stared up at him. "Oh! no no..." She said softly, suddeningly tighting her grip on his hands. "I don't want to go home..."

[Hikari Hoshi]

He relaxed a little, squeezing her hands gently, "Alright," he said, "Um... we could watch a movie. Or... go up to my room..."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora rubbed his hand with her thumb and got one hand free. "Lets go up to your room...just for a little." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He nodded, kissing her head before leading her up to his room.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora followed. holding onto his hnad loosely.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He closed the door behind them, sitting down on his bed.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora walked over and sat down beside him. "So..." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"yeah," he said, running his thumb over her hand.

[EmoKidArty]

"What would you want our baby to be?" She asked softly, "A baby boy.. or a baby girl?" She asked, just wnated to know what he wanted.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh smiled a little, "Mmm, maybe a girl," he said, "So I can say 'my girls.' A boy would be nice too though. I could teach him guy stuff."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora looked down at her stomach. "Okay." She said softly, then leaned on him a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He put his arm around her, kissing her head gently. "What are you thinking?" he asked softly, rubbing her shoulder.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora took a deep breath. "I just hope i give you what you really want..." She smiled a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

Josh shook his heada little. "Kora, you are what I really want," he said, kissing her hair. "And I want this little guy right here just as much." He put his hand on her stomach gently.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora just nodded a little. "I know.. I need to stop worrying...." She closed her eyes a little.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"You're cute," he told her softly, giving her a light squeeze. "I be our baby will be beautiful."

[EmoKidArty]

Kora nodded a little, "Ya..." She said softly, then kissed him alittle.

[Hikari Hoshi]

He kissed her back gently, rubbing her stomach.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora watched his hand a little. "I love you Josh." She said softly.

[Hikari Hoshi]

"I love you too," he said, holding her close.

[EmoKidArty]

Kora smiled and then yawned a little, "Do you mind if I took a nap?"

[Hikari Hoshi]

"No, not at all," he said, kissing her head.