Why?

[Nikki Jekyll]

Why?:

Speaking: God, I beg forgiveness, for I have sinned against you...

Singing: I'm aching now,
the depression is coming closer now,
like a humogous thunder cloud.
I need to know your here now,
so God please tell me....

Why?


[chorus:]
Why does this hurt so bad?
Why am I lost inside?
God I can't find myself,
I'm like the lost lamb, again.

Please tell me why....

Nothing's going to help me now.
I'm lost inside the thunder cloud,
the Devil's got a fist on my heart,
and my soul in chains.
Lord he's tearing me apart!

I've fallen to my knees now,
I've lost all my will now.
My hands are shaking now.
I'd run to you Lord,
but I haven't the strength anymore!

Please tell me why it hurts so bad.
[Chorus]

They say that I'll get better soon,
until then I'm trapped in this room,
I know I'm not the best Lord,
I know I'm not the most faithful,
But please, take mercy on this child
And help me get out of here!

Thunder is booming right outside,
I've decided to take my life,
I hold up the silver knife,
this loneliness isn't worth it,
I'm sorry God but I'm not worth sh*t!

[Chorus]


Why.....?

[Elka_313]

That was amazing
Beautiful!! BEAUTIFUL really!!!
I quite enjoyed it, nearly turned away from it though at the seeing 'god said', but it was that amazing I read it all--

[Nikki Jekyll]

Thanks, there's actually a second part that shows God's replies, but I didn't put that up.

[Ban]

I like this as well.