Shadow Tears
12-27-2007, 02:41 AM
Dear my love-less soul,
Can i change how i feel?
will i love? or will i kill?
Can i change whats inside?
Or am i just to full of pride?
Is it wrong to feel this way?
yelling at everyone, to go away!
Should i love them? should i care?
or can i tell them, to get oudda here?
I'm so sorry that i feel like this.
missing out on life's sweet bliss.
But something, deep inside.
makes me want to run and hide.
It yells at me everyday.
telling me, i cant go on this way.
It screams so loud i can't help but hear.
so i stay full of fear.
Asking myself Should i cry?
Should i laugh? should i die?
then i realize how i feel.
so i start the kill.
i kill my heart, i kill my soul.
i kill the passion, that once showed.
i kill my fears i killed my trust.
watching as they all turn to dust.
Will i ever see the light?
Should i sleep, filled with fright?
is this the end of me?
Well, i guess, we'll have to see....
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~ mystery of bloody tears ~
i am a mystery in my own world,
forever to kill me soul and heart.
I cry blood filled tears.
shadows shoot me with a poisoned knife.
The Darkness laughs all around,
whispering how much they despise me,
i try to look around, i try to move.
yet I'm tied down to a bed,
i cant move my hands or feet.
the voices get louder, and louder.
i can hear screaming from a little girl.
i look over to see, a younger me.
She cries for a mother, that's never there,
She screams for a life she wants, she needs.
Yet the darkness only laughs harder.
they rip out her iced over heart.
i try to scream, at them to stop,
yet i have lost my voice.
i started crying again.
tears turning into ice.
i look up again,
waiting for my turn to die,
after all, i am a mystery in my own world,
forever to kill my soul and heart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Bloody Moon lost heart
I run with the wolfs tonight.
racing under the moons sweet light.
i trip and fall into a pool of red.
as my wolf just run ahead.
but what is the liquid i'm in?
a thought passes my mind just then.
Is this, my forgotten fears?
is this, my bloody tears?
the moon turn the same blood red.
i'm starting to think, that i am dead.
i look all around me,
but only the shadows i can see.
i soft whisper in the breeze
make me freeze
i fear for my life,
as i take out a knife.
i stand up ready to fight.
then i see something in the night.
i slip and fall, pain in my heart.
i stabed myself? was my last thought.
i jump up and scream with fright.
in the bright suns light.
i jump up and grab my heart
only to realize,
it was never there, from the start...
Can i change how i feel?
will i love? or will i kill?
Can i change whats inside?
Or am i just to full of pride?
Is it wrong to feel this way?
yelling at everyone, to go away!
Should i love them? should i care?
or can i tell them, to get oudda here?
I'm so sorry that i feel like this.
missing out on life's sweet bliss.
But something, deep inside.
makes me want to run and hide.
It yells at me everyday.
telling me, i cant go on this way.
It screams so loud i can't help but hear.
so i stay full of fear.
Asking myself Should i cry?
Should i laugh? should i die?
then i realize how i feel.
so i start the kill.
i kill my heart, i kill my soul.
i kill the passion, that once showed.
i kill my fears i killed my trust.
watching as they all turn to dust.
Will i ever see the light?
Should i sleep, filled with fright?
is this the end of me?
Well, i guess, we'll have to see....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~ mystery of bloody tears ~
i am a mystery in my own world,
forever to kill me soul and heart.
I cry blood filled tears.
shadows shoot me with a poisoned knife.
The Darkness laughs all around,
whispering how much they despise me,
i try to look around, i try to move.
yet I'm tied down to a bed,
i cant move my hands or feet.
the voices get louder, and louder.
i can hear screaming from a little girl.
i look over to see, a younger me.
She cries for a mother, that's never there,
She screams for a life she wants, she needs.
Yet the darkness only laughs harder.
they rip out her iced over heart.
i try to scream, at them to stop,
yet i have lost my voice.
i started crying again.
tears turning into ice.
i look up again,
waiting for my turn to die,
after all, i am a mystery in my own world,
forever to kill my soul and heart.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Bloody Moon lost heart
I run with the wolfs tonight.
racing under the moons sweet light.
i trip and fall into a pool of red.
as my wolf just run ahead.
but what is the liquid i'm in?
a thought passes my mind just then.
Is this, my forgotten fears?
is this, my bloody tears?
the moon turn the same blood red.
i'm starting to think, that i am dead.
i look all around me,
but only the shadows i can see.
i soft whisper in the breeze
make me freeze
i fear for my life,
as i take out a knife.
i stand up ready to fight.
then i see something in the night.
i slip and fall, pain in my heart.
i stabed myself? was my last thought.
i jump up and scream with fright.
in the bright suns light.
i jump up and grab my heart
only to realize,
it was never there, from the start...