This is so Weird... Yet I Meant It.

[Chaos Angel]

Okay, I've been watching this video of a gay guy dancing to "Shy Boy" by Jordin Sparks...
And he strangely looks a whole lot like my ex-boyfriend...
And I was just sitting here thinking, "Wow... He dances better than most girls."
But, I can do the dance because I'm, like, best friends with my friend, Emily, who's, like, an amazing dancer.
And, suddenly, I was hanging with my friends earlier and we were all sitting outside, watching the lighting on the back of Lisa's truck and I suddenly went,
"I wish I was a gay pretty-boy..."
And I meant it. I literall meant it.
Usually, I joke around with stuff like that but I actually meant it.
Everyone just kinda looked at me like, "Where the hell did that come from?"
And Stephen, a guy who I just met, was like, "... Uh... You're somewhat weird."
But everyone else there knew me so they were like, "That's just Dani."
My God...
There were only three things I either wanted to be in my life...
One, a "Scene Queen model"
Two, a pop princess
Three, a journalist/novelist/magazine editor
... Now there's a fourth...
A gay pretty-boy...

I think something is seriously wrong with me.
But I think it would be so cool to be a gay pretty-boy.
I mean, I'd be hot and have so many more friends...
Because girls just automatically call gay guys their "best friend" just because he's gay...
And I could date so many hot guys...
And I'd probably be much more popular on MySpace, too.

Yeah...
Yeah, I'd say something's wrong with me.

[Guendolen_Sama]

Not necessarily. Unusual, to be sure. But you're not the only one. Perhaps the specifics are unique; but the general idea of being intrigued by what the other side is like is something you're not alone in. Usually it's the other way, males wondering about being female. And the level varies too; some to the point of true gender dysfunction, as it were. In this case, it's more casual. But you feel a connection with the opposite side of the fence, and it's not freakish or unnatural. It's just a twist to the human psyche, that's all. You're not the only one, as I've said. I've met other examples before.

[kittan]

I wouldn't say anything is wrong with you Chaos, just that youwant different things then most people would want, is all. ^_^.

[IgniteTheFlame]

you're not alone.
i even imagined what i want to like and stuff. :|
lmao, i wish i was a gay boyy. DD: