butterfly_girl
03-17-2009, 04:36 AM
Your words have stained my memories,
Your smile nailed to my beatless heart.
Its funny how you said 'Forever',
When you really just meant goodbye.
But did we have a choice to part our ways?
It was the desicion you made to take your life away.
Your breaths began to slow down, your hear rate stopping.
Your vision became a blurr, and at the same time..so did mine.
But my eyes were full of tears,
Keeping me from seeing the reality.
But as they continue to fill up, they fall
Leaving me to see the truth.
The honesty behind it all.
Why did God not allow you to live?
It is he who has made me forget how you laugh,
I have even lost your voice.
I have all the words...but your voice I cannot grasp.
I see you from a distance,
But as I begin to run toward you, you seem to become further away.
Out of reach you are, but I continue to try and reach you.
Knowing I will never be able to touch or hug you again,
I haven't given up.
Am I a fool to think I'll actually see you again.
Someday...somehow.
If I am...then so be it.
Forever lost in a dream.
A dream that will soon become my Night Terror....
Your smile nailed to my beatless heart.
Its funny how you said 'Forever',
When you really just meant goodbye.
But did we have a choice to part our ways?
It was the desicion you made to take your life away.
Your breaths began to slow down, your hear rate stopping.
Your vision became a blurr, and at the same time..so did mine.
But my eyes were full of tears,
Keeping me from seeing the reality.
But as they continue to fill up, they fall
Leaving me to see the truth.
The honesty behind it all.
Why did God not allow you to live?
It is he who has made me forget how you laugh,
I have even lost your voice.
I have all the words...but your voice I cannot grasp.
I see you from a distance,
But as I begin to run toward you, you seem to become further away.
Out of reach you are, but I continue to try and reach you.
Knowing I will never be able to touch or hug you again,
I haven't given up.
Am I a fool to think I'll actually see you again.
Someday...somehow.
If I am...then so be it.
Forever lost in a dream.
A dream that will soon become my Night Terror....