Familiarity

[DarknessxCallsxMyxName]

This is probably just crap. Just nonsensical words I put together because I have the inspiration for it .. A sh*t life.

I've never needed much
Just a pen and paper
And I'd be fine.

But, right now
What I need is something I know
Something that I'm accustomed to

I need something familiar.

I need you.
Now, more than ever.
I need you to be there.
I just want one moment.
That one moment.
Of something familiar.

They'll never know
The pain
That I do

You'll never know.
But, you try.
You try to know.
You always do.

So, I need you to try again, now.

I don't know
How much more
I can take.

I'll be fine
For a few seconds.
When I pretend
I have courage
And I can confront her
I can tell her
I can push her
With words
Like she does.

But, I'm not that person
You are, though.
You have that courage.
But, you aren't here.
And, I need you
Now, more than ever.

I need you to be here.
I need you to dry these tears.
Like you always do.
Like I know you always will.

I need you
Here
Now.
I need you to dry these tears
And to mend these broken bones.

I need you
To hold me

I need you
To tear down these walls

I need you
To mend these wounds

I need you
To remove the words.

Always the words.