Chaos Angel
08-09-2009, 01:43 AM
I don't feel so good and I don't get it at all. All day long I've been weird on eating. I was the same way yesterday. I didn't eat all day long yesterday or today except occasionally when I'd munch on two or three swedish fish candies. And today I finally ate something: a cup of ramen. And my dad went grocery shopping and went out drinking so bought me a subway before he left and I took two bites of it then felt sick.
I think something's wrong with me but I have no idea what it is. Whenever I get hungry, I don't want to eat. Like, the thought of food just makes me sick so I eat two pieces of gummy candy then I'm fine. Yesterday I even tried to force myself to eat and only took two bites of ramen then threw it away because I just didn't feel like eating. It's like my stomach wants me to eat, my logic knows I need to eat, but I just don't want to eat. I wake up, get something to drink and look at some food then just walk out of the kitchen because I ust don't want to eat.
And now I feel just light yet heavy headed. Like, I wanna lay my head down but feel a tad dizzy. And I feel tired but I don't want to sleep because when I lay down, I feel sick. And my stomach feels heavy because I forced myself to eat and now I feel like I want to throw up. And I can't focus on anything worth a damn. Like, it took me four tries to type up "worth" just now.
I don't know if I'm sick or what. Does anyone know what this might be signs of? Might I be getting sick or something? I have no idea.
I think something's wrong with me but I have no idea what it is. Whenever I get hungry, I don't want to eat. Like, the thought of food just makes me sick so I eat two pieces of gummy candy then I'm fine. Yesterday I even tried to force myself to eat and only took two bites of ramen then threw it away because I just didn't feel like eating. It's like my stomach wants me to eat, my logic knows I need to eat, but I just don't want to eat. I wake up, get something to drink and look at some food then just walk out of the kitchen because I ust don't want to eat.
And now I feel just light yet heavy headed. Like, I wanna lay my head down but feel a tad dizzy. And I feel tired but I don't want to sleep because when I lay down, I feel sick. And my stomach feels heavy because I forced myself to eat and now I feel like I want to throw up. And I can't focus on anything worth a damn. Like, it took me four tries to type up "worth" just now.
I don't know if I'm sick or what. Does anyone know what this might be signs of? Might I be getting sick or something? I have no idea.