The truth (if you want you can red it if you don`t I don`t mind)

[little_white_fox]

The day past like hell, they start okay but then they get really sad. At the end of the day i feel like I have no power anymore, no power to stop my tears from folling. Its hard to hide what you truly feel, expecially when your not loved. I wish it was okay to say “I love you”, but its not because i know that your hart belongs to someone als. When i talk to you I feel my hard is geting broken again and when you tell me that you are loved by some that i know. I feel the pain and can`t stop it eventough I lie everyday to myself that I hate you.
I wonder if your words where true, I wonder if you didn`t make fun of me, but if you did you won, i am folling from heaven to hell, slowly very slowly and It hurts so much to see that your not coming for me. And now I cry I cry so hart and let the pain distroy my hard because i can`t give it to someone als because I still want to give it to you. I tryed so meny times to stop the pain but now i see that its unstoppebel and that it always hunt me till i dead.
So now i see that i am dieing so slowly and only you can save me......
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[RoseHipZero]

The day past like hell, they start okay but then they get really sad. At the end of the day i feel like I have no power anymore, no power to stop my tears from folling. Its hard to hide what you truly feel, expecially when your not loved. I wish it was okay to say “I love you”, but its not because i know that your hart belongs to someone als. When i talk to you I feel my hard is geting broken again and when you tell me that you are loved by some that i know. I feel the pain and can`t stop it eventough I lie everyday to myself that I hate you.
I wonder if your words where true, I wonder if you didn`t make fun of me, but if you did you won, i am folling from heaven to hell, slowly very slowly and It hurts so much to see that your not coming for me. And now I cry I cry so hart and let the pain distroy my hard because i can`t give it to someone als because I still want to give it to you. I tryed so meny times to stop the pain but now i see that its unstoppebel and that it always hunt me till i dead.
So now i see that i am dieing so slowly and only you can save me......

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wow het is so sad:(

[fighterkid]

That's really sad...

[little_white_fox]

I know i am no good to no one, I know I`m not what you expected but please accept me for who I am, i am your doughter and I want love from you not hatred. You never show me that you love me you never tell me “Its okay” you always scream at me and tell me you are the one that distroies my life. And now i stop and think for a second and realise that you are right, Its my foult you two are fighting, Its my foult you can`t stop drinking, its my foult for everything, but where is yours? I ask you that, but i never get and answer, never. I watch the other famillys they get along prety well but we are always fighting and its hard to coll us a familly. If i die makes you more happy then i am happy to say that i am slowly dieing and I will live you in your misery.
And so I die and nobody kips me alive..................

[Sweetie2393]

I like it it's good. ^^.

[unloved_forever]

The day past like hell, they start okay but then they get really sad. At the end of the day i feel like I have no power anymore, no power to stop my tears from folling. Its hard to hide what you truly feel, expecially when your not loved. I wish it was okay to say “I love you”, but its not because i know that your hart belongs to someone als. When i talk to you I feel my hard is geting broken again and when you tell me that you are loved by some that i know. I feel the pain and can`t stop it eventough I lie everyday to myself that I hate you.
I wonder if your words where true, I wonder if you didn`t make fun of me, but if you did you won, i am folling from heaven to hell, slowly very slowly and It hurts so much to see that your not coming for me. And now I cry I cry so hart and let the pain distroy my hard because i can`t give it to someone als because I still want to give it to you. I tryed so meny times to stop the pain but now i see that its unstoppebel and that it always hunt me till i dead.
So now i see that i am dieing so slowly and only you can save me......

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Aww thats sad, but nice :]

[little_white_fox]

The minuts are pasing really slow from the moment I heared I have to rights ao anything. I feel like I am folling into darkness with out a way to stop myself. I want to know what I done wrong i want to know if I will be capebel to live without the plesures of life. From just a simple mistake you ruin my life then why don`t you simply put a gu to my head, its more simple so shut me then to torture me. But I know that torturing is more fun then just killing a person and so you are torturing me with nothing holding you back. I think now that I shold take the gun and put it to my head because I can`t resist the torture you giving to me so this is good bye for eternity........
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[little_white_fox]

Even though I try so hard to hide my sadness, I sometimes can`t hold it no more and when I see that i am invisible it hurt me even more and now that feeling id inside of me and it grows and grow its instopebel and I can`t do a thing. Maybe there is a person who can save me maybe there are humans that see me or maybe not.
I never see a thing positive I only see negative, nothing can change my mind, or maybe is something that can change? If there is someone somewhere please come and save me bacause I am dieing slowly , very slowly and I want to stop it because it hurts to much.
I know that someday I will won`t resist theis pain and end my life and that day may be today.........

[little_white_fox]

As the days past I feel like i am dieing, maybe this things that are happening to me mean that the end is close. The things i sufered this days, the lies, the fighting are so painfull and its hard for me to face them its to hard to stop the tires for folling and I know that it will be harder and harder as the time pasts. I am not a saint I am not that perfect, but its much to ask for a better life?
I think it is, because I know that I asked so meny times for the pain to stop but it didn`t work how I wanted, it worked the other way around the pain got worse and it hurted more and more as the days past.
And now because I can`t take it anymore i thought and thught and found a solution a solution that i know that it will stop the pain I am feeling.
The pain helped put the gun to my head and I`m just gone pull the triger..........

[little_white_fox]

It hurts even more
when nobody looks
Or don`t say what they think