Agrivated

[Euphoric_Vampire]

Ok. I know this isn't a forum to post your tiny insignificant problems about this meaningless life (it's not meaningless but it's what I think about it) but I just can't help but put this on here. I'm the type of person who will never ask for help when I need it, but when help is given to me I refuse it because I don't want people to help me. Also I hate the feeling of being upset but you have no idea what made you feel like that. It makes me feel so damn furious! Now I feel so mad because I was so gloomy today and I had no idea why, and I obviously needed someone's help but whenever one of my friends came near me I would snap at them for not letting me try to figure things out myself. Now I feel like a complete idiot for doing that and for feeling like that in the first place. I know feelings are not to be ashamed of and that it's better to express them, but now I just want to be someone who won't feel another emotion again. I doubt people will read this, but if you are one of the few who did then reply if you want. I also apologize for wasting your time and for venting on this forum.

[darkerthanlife]

Trust me when i say i know who that fells i do that to my friend alot ill snap at them for no reason and when im relly pissed and they keep asking me whats wrong i yeld at them all and my sister pulled me asied to tell me that i went a little far and that i hade a look of pure hate in my eyes.when i herd that i actualy loughed..she thinks that i have two different personalitys the one i uasuly am andthen one when i highly pissed off end don't care for eney one or eney thing. ppl probly wouldn't belive this unless thay know me from school.^^

[kittan]

I know how you both feel, i wake up in the morning and i hate the freakin world i dont talk to anyone and if anyone gets on my nerves or sometimes even talk to me i snap, i actaully have to go to a therapist and crap, i guess you can say i'm the type of person who trys to help others and be kind but theres just something inside me that just wants to hate the whole world

[Gothanimedollfreak]

Yeah, I do the same thing. Except I snap at my parents for no reason. Well actually, just my mom and I just don't know why. I'll just yell at her to leave me alone or something. I suppose sometimes frustration just builds up and you have let it out on someone. That doesn't make it fair, but I guess that's life, ne?

[lord sesshoumaru]

hey you know that hppens to me alot too some times ill get pissed off for no damn reson and ill snap mostly at my boyfriend but he doesn't deserv it and he still listens to me and is still with me even though i only put him through hell

[darkerthanlife]

hey you know that hppens to me alot too some times ill get pissed off for no damn reson and ill snap mostly at my boyfriend but he doesn't deserv it and he still listens to me and is still with me even though i only put him through hell

hello my dear sweet little look alike yuou know thats not true you would never put your bf threw hell^^and thats why he loves you so mutch ^^

[Ravenheart]

Hmm... severe mood swings, grandiosity, inexplicible anger...

Are you bipolar by any chance? I am. They put me on meds for it so I'm pretty much normal now, but I used to be like that a LOT.

[darkerthanlife]

Hmm... severe mood swings, grandiosity, inexplicible anger...

Are you bipolar by any chance? I am. They put me on meds for it so I'm pretty much normal now, but I used to be like that a LOT.

Nope its called being femail^^

[Ravenheart]

Ah, I see...

[darkerthanlife]

so whats up^^

[okami-san]

I do that all the time to be quite frank.. wait no atually i dont snap out like that ALL the time

[kittan]

actually like heart said i'm bipolar two, at times i'm really happy others i'm really pissed and angry, so just cause your moody doesnt mean your a girl

[okami-san]

actually like heart said i'm bipolar two, at times i'm really happy others i'm really pissed and angry, so just cause your moody doesnt mean your a girl

If your talking to me, I never sadi it was cuz im a girl.. if your not then I agree with that.

[kittan]

i was just talking in general ^.^